Halo

I never promised you a ray of light,
I never promised there'd be sunshine everyday,
I give you everything I have, the good, the bad.
Why do you put me on a pedestal,
I'm so up high that I can't see the ground below,
So help me down you've got it wrong, I don't belong there.

One thing is clear,
I wear a halo,
I wear a halo when you look at me,
But standing from here,
you wouldn't say so you wouldn't say so, if you were me
And I, I just wanna love you,
Oh oh I, I just wanna love you


I always said that I would make mistakes,
I'm only human, and that’s my saving grace,
I fall as hard as I try
So don't be blinded
See me as I really am, I have flaws and sometimes I even sin,
so pull me from that pedestal,
I don't belong there.


One thing is clear,
I wear a halo,
I wear a halo when you look at me,
But standing from here, you wouldn't say so
you wouldn't say so, if you were me
And I, I just wanna love you,
Oh oh I, I just wanna love you

Why you think that you know me
But In your eyes
I am something above you
It’s only in your mind
Only in your mind
I wear a Halo

One thing is clear,
I wear a halo,
Iwear a halo when you look at me,
But standing from here, you wouldn't say so
you wouldn't say so, if you were me
And I, I just wanna love you,
Oh oh I, I just wanna love you

Finally...

Finally I'm able to find time to blog again. Had been busy preparing for job interviews for the past weeks eversince my final presentation and with all the chinese new year holidays. I have not even pen down my new year resolutions. *sighs* Well I guess it is still not too late to do so.

I've finally graduated (Thank God!). Looking for a job now and I hope I'll be able to get that job that I want. Alot of things happened in these 3 months, both good and bad. Somehow, life gets grey when there's too much emotions of sadness, hurt, etc. But I guess soon after the rain has stopped, the sun will shine again.

Could I be Wrong?

I was just wondering today if I am currently in a courtship with the right person. Hmmm..... I know I have no reason whatsoever to leave this wonderful guy. I just hope he won't portray his love and affection by buying materialistic things like what my ex did. Because what I want is not things or that of what money can buy......time.

Time together is what I want and if that is what I can't get, I'll move on to another person. If my husband is the type to be home by the time I sleep or just staying at home for minutes after he comes back from work, then I might as well not be married. What is the point of marrying someone whom you only get to see when you awake, back from work just minutes before he goes to his next agenda for the night after his dinner, and peeking through the darkness in the night with sleepy eyes to see that shadowy figure doing something with an impulse that says, "Oh, he's back", and goes back to sleep again.

I do not wish to have that kind of a spouse. I want a spouse who would spend quality time with me together, like doing activities together, going out for movies together, spending time talking to each other in the room before sleeping and so on. I don't think that is too much to ask for. It's not that I'm not being understanding enough. Why don't guys be understanding enough? Why is it always that the females have to be understanding?! Guys always say girls aren't understanding enough....Why can't they just turn it around and understand us instead?!

Guys are somewhat selfish in nature just that some do not realize. I've come to know this fact because few guys confessed it to me. Well I hope guys who read this will realize the importance of quality time. Need to get back to my work. Just felt a need to pen down my thoughts for the day. Till then....I'm outta here!!!

Happy New Year

It has come an end to the year 2006 and welcome 2007!!!! Spent new year's eve at Port Dickson at a resort along with a few friends. I had a wonderful time ushering into 2007! Will post photos and update my blog after my finals. Till then,


HAPPY NEW YEAR 2007!!!!


May all of you have a blessed and prosperous year ahead, with good health and abundance of blessings !!! God bless the world!!!

Busy Busy.....

From now on till maybe February, I might not blog anymore. Finals coming up!!! Need to rush my work. To all that has been reading my blog, I'm so sorry....will resume me blogging after my finals. Till then take care all!!! Muaks!